But it's still a big step. That woman who I kidnapped? I killed her, and I didn't do it because it was nothing or because it was fun. I did it because she might have hurt Nat, Shauna, and Tai, and anything was worth stopping that from happening.
[And, of course, she could have - probably would have - blown the whistle on what Misty had done to her, too. That had also been a part of her motive. But it's not the part of her motive that makes her heart swell with pride and satisfaction.]
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I need you to be more creative here. We don't torture, we don't kill, we don't leverage with threats. We want the facts and we need them to be untainted by pressure.
I just meant the stakes are lower for me. My team isn't here. But you know what, that's actually a good thing for your purposes, because I won't necessarily take extreme measures like that for just anyone.
[... Pagan. She thinks she would probably take extreme measures like that for Pagan. But that's it.]
I don't think he thinks I'm going to poison a bunch of people with fentanyl for no reason, no. He-- I don't think he, um. Hates me, or is afraid of me, or...
Well, I'm a lawyer, it's part of my job to know when someone isn't being honest.
But I'm also a wolf and I can smell lies.
And most importantly I don't buy for a second you aren't clever enough to have guessed why Pagan has his rules about you. Don't try to deceive me or skirt the truth, and I will have your back. Lie to me, omit things, and... Well.
I think he just doesn't want to encourage, you know, the investigative stuff. He thinks it'll get me killed, or I'll get in the way, or I'm interested for the wrong reasons...
He just has some theories about why I'm here, that's all, and I'm assuming they're related to why he's so against me working in the infirmary or Zero. I'd rather not get into it.
You don't have to go into detail, but if you want me to help convince Pagan to let you, when you're ready, it would help if I knew what obstacles there are.
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[Another shrug.]
But it's still a big step. That woman who I kidnapped? I killed her, and I didn't do it because it was nothing or because it was fun. I did it because she might have hurt Nat, Shauna, and Tai, and anything was worth stopping that from happening.
[And, of course, she could have - probably would have - blown the whistle on what Misty had done to her, too. That had also been a part of her motive. But it's not the part of her motive that makes her heart swell with pride and satisfaction.]
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We're on a ship full of people with magical, mystical powers and no moral compasses. Our stakes involve not making them worse than they already are.
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[Hmmmmm. Maybe she shouldn't say what she meant; that might not help her case.]
-- Okay. Sure.
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[You can't leave thoughts half-finished with Lark.]
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[... Pagan. She thinks she would probably take extreme measures like that for Pagan. But that's it.]
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I'll take to Pagan, see what he thinks of this being your new job. I'm sure he'll follow up with you.
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Besides, don't you want him to see that you're able to help by thinking outside the box?
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[This is bullshit.]
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But I'm also a wolf and I can smell lies.
And most importantly I don't buy for a second you aren't clever enough to have guessed why Pagan has his rules about you. Don't try to deceive me or skirt the truth, and I will have your back. Lie to me, omit things, and... Well.
Don't.
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I think he just doesn't want to encourage, you know, the investigative stuff. He thinks it'll get me killed, or I'll get in the way, or I'm interested for the wrong reasons...
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