I don't regret what I did. I had to do it. I just wish I was at peace with it.
[ But maybe it's better that Martin knows this is killing him. If someone had to kill Alec, he'd find some grim satisfaction in knowing they hated doing it. ]
Lark leaves the door propped open so Martin can walk in easily. There's a puppy with him, Trevor's new one, but Lark is holding her on his lap and letting her chew a rawhide.
Martin heads in, shutting the door behind him. "Where should I plug in?" The kettle in his backpack. Easier to just make it here - partially so he doesn't risk spilling it on himself, partially in case they need more.
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[ He regrets typing that the second he hits send. He's not the person who gives up at all, but let alone because he loses one person.
But he also hasn't left the cabin since he retrieved Alec, so...it's not like it's a secret that he can be broken now. ]
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It was either end it, or let him become... what you saw him start to become. I couldn't let that happen.
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[ But maybe it's better that Martin knows this is killing him. If someone had to kill Alec, he'd find some grim satisfaction in knowing they hated doing it. ]
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Well. Maybe like, third or fourth.
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I've had people bringing me food. Is anyone bringing some to you?
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I'm okay. Honestly.
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[ He'll just keep on parroting that at anyone who asks. ]
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Tea would be nice, then. Meet me at cabin 101.
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Sure. See you in fifteen.
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