If I had the answer to those questions, I wouldn’t be half as concerned as I am.
Between the age he is now on the Barge and the time I came to know him, all I can say is he cast off the restraints he presently has and embraced the fact that he experiences pleasure when others are suffering. I have no idea how self-aware he is of this, and I am uniquely unsuited to the task of trying to uncover these answers.
I have spoken to Warren about him — but beyond the three of you, I don’t want anyone else to know.
I expect you'll have a difficult time with that. And I would caution you to take care with it. He's an intelligent man, and from what I can tell, he already suspects that I know something about him.
My advice would be don't tell him. But unfortunately this is the Barge and he will find something out eventually. The only smart thing to do is to proceed with that in mind.
Secrets have a way of being dragged out into the open here; you're right about that.
[ It means there is no good, definitive answer, and that he's going to have to make judgment calls in real time rather than plan in advance. He doesn't like it, but there's nothing for it. ]
[There's a time to be passive and let things develop. Lark is always wary of letting that happen on the Barge but he nods.] If it gets to a point where you want to develop a new strategy, let me know. I can at least be an open ear.
Re: private.
private.
I’m assuming you have your own concerns.
Re: private.
private.
Between the age he is now on the Barge and the time I came to know him, all I can say is he cast off the restraints he presently has and embraced the fact that he experiences pleasure when others are suffering. I have no idea how self-aware he is of this, and I am uniquely unsuited to the task of trying to uncover these answers.
I have spoken to Warren about him — but beyond the three of you, I don’t want anyone else to know.
Re: private.
private.
I expect you'll have a difficult time with that. And I would caution you to take care with it. He's an intelligent man, and from what I can tell, he already suspects that I know something about him.
Re: private.
Have you spoken to him? What makes you think he suspects?
private.
And the first time, frankly, I didn’t do a good job containing my anger at his presence.
I didn’t do anything to him, but I’m certain he knew it.
Re: private.
What can I do to help you? Besides keep an eye on him.
private.
I don’t know. I have been deliberating over how I should deal with him since he arrived — since I know I can’t avoid every possible encounter.
I still don’t have a clear answer.
Re: private.
private.
That part is easy.
Knowing how to interact with him isn’t.
Re: private.
private.
Whether or not I should let things play indefinitely or eventually tell him something is a question I don't have the answer to.
Re: private.
private.
Secrets have a way of being dragged out into the open here; you're right about that.
[ It means there is no good, definitive answer, and that he's going to have to make judgment calls in real time rather than plan in advance. He doesn't like it, but there's nothing for it. ]
We'll just have to see how it plays out.
Re: private.
private.
If something radical changes, I’ll let you know.