"Because it's the only thing that makes life." Not life worth living; that's too subjective. "I refuse to be stagnant. I refuse to stop. Knowledge makes change and change makes life evolve and I refuse to stand aside and not be part of it."
"...I feel it would be a bit tasteless to ask for a cigarette, but the thought crossed my mind."
But he can't help that he's... well, he's smiling a little. He can see that Lark is better for this, for knowing this, that he helped. Those moments feel so few and far between.
"It didn't- I didn't get anything from that in the- in that way," he admits with a softer sort of smile. "It doesn't really like being helpful. But... I was able to help someone I- someone I care about. A great deal."
He will wave off anything more exact than that.
"There's something to be said for the more, uh, holistic benefits, I guess."
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"...well," he says after a minute or two, sounding a little mindblown, "there you- there you go."
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"Shit," he says, marveling.
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But he can't help that he's... well, he's smiling a little. He can see that Lark is better for this, for knowing this, that he helped. Those moments feel so few and far between.
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He will wave off anything more exact than that.
"There's something to be said for the more, uh, holistic benefits, I guess."
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“I believe I just did,” he says with a quick grin.
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He's also kidding. Like... 99% kidding.
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