[ A single nod. That's all he needed to make sure of. Pagan had very quickly become someone he cared about, and he only knows one way to care about people on a personal level and that is deeply. He's been here a month and the man is definitely in the small camp of those he'd die for without question. ]
I do. As I said: when you chose to trust him concerning our introduction, you gained a measure of my trust as well.
What you've said has given me a new perspective on my position, and on you. And [ he glances around the backyard, still as it was ] while it is not a comfortable position... that may be for the best.
[ There's lots to say about the ideas of having both power and comfort, on what one can accomplish while uncomfortable, but he feels as if he doesn't need to say them. That Lark will understand what he means. He nods again, and takes a sip of his cooling tea. The pot is still warm, though, so he'll refresh it with some from the pot. He'll offer to Lark as well as he gets to another point. Directly.]
Are you familiar with the yakuza as an institution?
[It doesn't need to be said. There are, in fact, a lot of things he senses Kiryu doesn't say but that Lark agrees with deeply. It's unusual for him to feel so easy with another person; usually he's analyzing and angling to be sure the outcome is useful to them both. With Kiryu, it's a simple flow of words and understandings.
Though the question does take him off guard. He accepts the tea before he answers.] I am. Not on a personal level; I deal mostly with American clients, and even the black hats I run across don't have the sort of organizational pull the yakuza is supposed to have. I'm intrigued.
The man who raised me was an assassin with a yakuza crime syndicate whose membership numbered in the thousands. And I swore up when I was 17 years old. When I was 20, I was involved in a power struggle which determined the clan's third chairman. And I've had a significant reputation since then.
[ The information is provided plainly, both to see what Lark wants to know, where he needs more information, whether this changes his intention to work with him... and to lay it out there for Lark to use in determining how and what and where he thinks Kiryu can provide information to help with Pagan. ]
[Lark listens with that same intensity, his respect ratcheting up a few notches. It isn't about the violence of the yakuza, which he knows Kiryu would have had to navigate against himself as well as perpetrating it on others. It's really that Kiryu came through all that so wise but so compassionate as well. People crumble under lesser circumstances.]
I hope you take it as a compliment that I can imagine the sort of reputation you'd have even here. Are you still involved with them?
[ He'll nod, and he will take it as a compliment. But he's never much concerned himself with reputation. That hasn't always been a good thing, but that's just how it is. He at least realizes that isn't as much of an option here in such a contained space and has been working on making sure his reputation is one of trustworthiness and help. ]
Technically, I haven't properly been a member since I was 27 when I was expelled.
[ Which is something he'd known would happen when he took the wrap for murdering their patriarch, took the gun from Nishiki's shaking hands. ]
And a little more than ten years ago. When I was named fourth chairman.
[ Between the lines: my life, it has been Complicated. ]
I stepped down from the position immediately but I've been intermittently involved in the clan's concerns and power struggles for the last ten years. My position as a civilian, a former chairman, but one without an official status in an organization has made my help... particularly useful.
[ More between the lines: acting outside of authority is what I'm used to. ]
I am no longer involved with them, or anything else in my world. The incident I mentioned to you before... I'm 'dead' to everyone. Only one person I know knows I'm still alive these days. And I trust him to keep that to himself.
With each sentence Lark's curiosity rises. By the end he's leaning forward just the slightest bit. It's both a fascinating story and it spells a promising path forward, a deep relief to Lark.
"I take it, then, that you've had experience working with particularly wary people." Stubborn, he means, but also badly treated. "How did those interactions go?"
"No one swears up, or lives in that world, if they have other options," Kiryu says mildly, which is very much an answer. His world is one of people too stubborn to die or be forgotten, who've almost always been warped or pushed by their circumstances to become what they are. Sometimes for good, far too often not.
"And I've found that it takes patience, listening both to what someone says and what they do not say. The strength to challenge their cynicism and to weather the wounds that come from that fight. The willingness to help someone pursue their dreams over anyone else's idea of who and what they should become... including yourself."
He wants a cigarette, suddenly, intensely. But the man had said he was a wolf. He won't be rude. Instead, he sips his tea.
"It's too easy to remember the failures. But there must be some reason people kept asking me to help."
"it isn't hard for me to see why they did, and I barely know you." Kiryu has a magnetism that promises outcomes and safety. Another reason he's glad Pagan is drawn to him; Kiryu gets things done but clearly still manages to respect people.
"What do you suppose you might become here, without the threats of home?"
He looks over at Lark, and it's clear he's thinking about the question, the purpose behind it, whether there's a 'right' answer. And just as clearly, he has no intention of really giving such a thing. He'll give his answer, honest and earnest. And deal with the consequences.
Perhaps dealing with him is a little overly intense at times, the way he takes every question seriously. But he feels like people are too easily flippant, that it's so easy to cause hurt or pain when different things are important, sometimes deeply important, to different people. He'd rather take someone too seriously than the alternative.
"I don't know. Though, I'm sure there are threats enough here. Just different ones."
He looks over at Lark.
"What have you become here? How has this place shaped you?"
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I do. As I said: when you chose to trust him concerning our introduction, you gained a measure of my trust as well.
What you've said has given me a new perspective on my position, and on you. And [ he glances around the backyard, still as it was ] while it is not a comfortable position... that may be for the best.
[ There's lots to say about the ideas of having both power and comfort, on what one can accomplish while uncomfortable, but he feels as if he doesn't need to say them. That Lark will understand what he means. He nods again, and takes a sip of his cooling tea. The pot is still warm, though, so he'll refresh it with some from the pot. He'll offer to Lark as well as he gets to another point. Directly.]
Are you familiar with the yakuza as an institution?
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Though the question does take him off guard. He accepts the tea before he answers.] I am. Not on a personal level; I deal mostly with American clients, and even the black hats I run across don't have the sort of organizational pull the yakuza is supposed to have. I'm intrigued.
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[ The information is provided plainly, both to see what Lark wants to know, where he needs more information, whether this changes his intention to work with him... and to lay it out there for Lark to use in determining how and what and where he thinks Kiryu can provide information to help with Pagan. ]
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I hope you take it as a compliment that I can imagine the sort of reputation you'd have even here. Are you still involved with them?
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Technically, I haven't properly been a member since I was 27 when I was expelled.
[ Which is something he'd known would happen when he took the wrap for murdering their patriarch, took the gun from Nishiki's shaking hands. ]
And a little more than ten years ago. When I was named fourth chairman.
[ Between the lines: my life, it has been Complicated. ]
I stepped down from the position immediately but I've been intermittently involved in the clan's concerns and power struggles for the last ten years. My position as a civilian, a former chairman, but one without an official status in an organization has made my help... particularly useful.
[ More between the lines: acting outside of authority is what I'm used to. ]
I am no longer involved with them, or anything else in my world. The incident I mentioned to you before... I'm 'dead' to everyone. Only one person I know knows I'm still alive these days. And I trust him to keep that to himself.
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"I take it, then, that you've had experience working with particularly wary people." Stubborn, he means, but also badly treated. "How did those interactions go?"
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"And I've found that it takes patience, listening both to what someone says and what they do not say. The strength to challenge their cynicism and to weather the wounds that come from that fight. The willingness to help someone pursue their dreams over anyone else's idea of who and what they should become... including yourself."
He wants a cigarette, suddenly, intensely. But the man had said he was a wolf. He won't be rude. Instead, he sips his tea.
"It's too easy to remember the failures. But there must be some reason people kept asking me to help."
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"What do you suppose you might become here, without the threats of home?"
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Perhaps dealing with him is a little overly intense at times, the way he takes every question seriously. But he feels like people are too easily flippant, that it's so easy to cause hurt or pain when different things are important, sometimes deeply important, to different people. He'd rather take someone too seriously than the alternative.
"I don't know. Though, I'm sure there are threats enough here. Just different ones."
He looks over at Lark.
"What have you become here? How has this place shaped you?"