ukan: (Default)
Lark Tennant | Sharp Teeth ([personal profile] ukan) wrote2019-07-26 01:19 pm

IC CONTACT

Leave a message, knock on his door, etc.
utselet: (i was here)

[personal profile] utselet 2016-06-15 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. Less now than before, but-- yes.

And it's not... [She draws in a deep breath and lets it out slowly.] It's already closed up. There's a scar.

[And she is really trying not to be petty and silly about it, but she still hates it so much.]
utselet: (in somebody's life)

[personal profile] utselet 2016-06-16 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I think it's because I died. It was supposed to heal with the death toll, but instead it... went wrong, somehow.

[She sighs again, taking a deliberate pause to keep her throat from tightening up on her.]

I'm recovering. I'm starting to try to walk around more.

[How about keeping it physical anyway, Lark?]
utselet: (and know that)

[personal profile] utselet 2016-06-18 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[Pause.]

I've been going to the beach. I mostly sit and watch.
utselet: (everything that)

[personal profile] utselet 2016-06-19 04:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[Another pause, and then gently, delicately:]

No, I can't.

[It's not about him, and it's not about anyone else, not really. It's about her, and how she's still working on just being able to look at herself now without cringing, much less showing off to anyone else.]
utselet: (when i leave this world)

[personal profile] utselet 2016-06-19 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Because I can't.

[Still kind, but also rather more firm; it's not up for debate right now.]

I promise, it's not because of you.
utselet: (i will leave my mark)

[personal profile] utselet 2016-06-19 07:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[A longer pause, and this time it's clearly not because she's trying to be tactful, but because she's trying like hell not to cry. She feels so silly and weak for all this mourning. As others have told her, she should be glad she survived at all, and she is... But she still feels her stomach turn over every time she looks down and sees the ugliness she still has a hard time accepting belongs to her at all.]

I'm working on it. I am.
utselet: (in somebody's life)

[personal profile] utselet 2016-06-19 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[Deep breath in, deep breath out.]

I'm still a little slow, too. Is that okay?
utselet: (it would be)

[personal profile] utselet 2016-06-22 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
No, thank you.