I think you need to look up whether excommunicates can have savior complexes.
And I don't have one. The whole fucking point of running this fight club every month is to get everyone comfortable with the idea of doing what I do. Even Daniel's coming next month, or so he tells me. Maybe then I can take a fucking nap the next time someone else does something to burn down a part of the ship.
Please. People were fighting long before you got here. They weren't fighting for a cause. You can teach them that, put their fists to good use, maybe break people out of the endless cycle of tantrums and murders.
You're a fucking asshole, Lark. And I'm not going to stop running into fires or fucking, I don't know, savior complexing myself in order to let other people get taught a lesson. Especially when there's this much damage to the fucking ship in the process.
Lark, what the fuck do you want from me? I'm doing everything I can, I train the younger ones, I bully and intimidate the bigger ones, I stop fires, I call for help when I need it, I teach and-...
[He trails off, eyes narrowing at the back of someone's head, and there's sharp intake of breath before Trevor mutters;]
Give me a minute. I'll be right back.
[And he's walking quick at Kirei to say some rather forceful, intimidating things at him.]
[Lark meant what he said about wanting Trevor to stay engaged, so he hangs back and just listens to the exchange. And when Kirei is gone:] What was that about?
[Trevor comes back, stressed out and furious, albeit no longer so much at Lark. He eyes him at the question, letting the anger drain out of him to be replaced with a usual depression hollow. He can only take being pissed-off for so long at so many people before he just starts collapsing inward, and he's starting to reach his limits]
Just didn't want him in the library. He's a piece of shit.
Keep him away from Hunter. They're paired this month and I don't know how to read him. He's either an innocent party caught up in something, or someone really fucking good at manipulation.
Make the Admiral give you a warden file for him? Fuck if I know. I just want to make sure Hunter's going to be all right without me having to stalk the bastard.
He says he'll leave him alone, I'll check in with Hunter to make sure he did, and that'll be the end of it.
[He says this like he expects it not to be the case, but he also just expended a lot of anger at Kirei and doesn’t have a lot left in him to be too much of a bastard towards Lark]
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And I don't have one. The whole fucking point of running this fight club every month is to get everyone comfortable with the idea of doing what I do. Even Daniel's coming next month, or so he tells me. Maybe then I can take a fucking nap the next time someone else does something to burn down a part of the ship.
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Life isn't a fucking lesson to be learned.
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And I never said stop helping. I'm not asking you to sit on your thumbs. I'm asking you to organize people into meaningful action.
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[He trails off, eyes narrowing at the back of someone's head, and there's sharp intake of breath before Trevor mutters;]
Give me a minute. I'll be right back.
[And he's walking quick at Kirei to say some rather forceful, intimidating things at him.]
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Just didn't want him in the library. He's a piece of shit.
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Keep him away from Hunter. They're paired this month and I don't know how to read him. He's either an innocent party caught up in something, or someone really fucking good at manipulation.
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Anyway. I don't want him near the kid until I can make sure what his motivations are.
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How can I help?
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He says he'll leave him alone, I'll check in with Hunter to make sure he did, and that'll be the end of it.
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I told Jon about it. Ask him if you want, it’s part of the statement. I’m not - I don’t want to think about it right now.
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If you're all right with me asking Jon about it, though, you should know that I will.
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[He says this like he expects it not to be the case, but he also just expended a lot of anger at Kirei and doesn’t have a lot left in him to be too much of a bastard towards Lark]