[ Maybe he has done more than he thinks he has. The problem is, right now, he can’t do anything. He doesn’t want to do anything. And even with the reassurances he received, he doesn’t know that he’ll ever trust again the way he did before.
He doesn’t know how to reconcile that fear with the other feelings he has…and until he can, he won’t be able to move forward.
It takes him a moment to figure out what he wants to say, but his answer is soft. ]
I am glad I have been that for you.
[ He means that. Sincerely. ]
I wish I could understand why any of this has to happen, Lark… But I don’t.
[ If he had messed up somehow, which is what he originally feared, he could have accepted this more easily. Instead, he tried so hard to do everything right…and now he’s the one paying the price for the thoughtlessness of others. ]
[ It’s a small weight off his shoulders, hearing that. He does not want to fail Xigbar…and though he feels like he is right now, at least, he can rely on Lark to fill in where he can’t.
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You've done more than I think you realize.
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He doesn’t know how to reconcile that fear with the other feelings he has…and until he can, he won’t be able to move forward.
It takes him a moment to figure out what he wants to say, but his answer is soft. ]
I am glad I have been that for you.
[ He means that. Sincerely. ]
I wish I could understand why any of this has to happen, Lark… But I don’t.
[ If he had messed up somehow, which is what he originally feared, he could have accepted this more easily. Instead, he tried so hard to do everything right…and now he’s the one paying the price for the thoughtlessness of others. ]
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Will you check on Xigbar for me?
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He lets out a soft sigh. ]
Thank you… I’ll let you know when I get back.