Doubts imply any of this is intentional. I have zero doubts about you, Lark. That is not my issue right now.
Nor do I think babysitting Trevor and taking his toys away is the problem here. I was an inmate too, one with an interest in helping out. One who did help out, several times, during situations on board. If the will is there, he'll find a way.
What I want to know is... why your inmate thought I didn't know what the hell I was doing. Because I will not deny the presence of any number of numbskulls on board. But the fact that one of your own decided I was one of them speaks to the fact that you either didn't tell him I wasn't. Or you did, and he didn't care. And I would have liked to be appraised as such.
I want to know why pack and pack dynamics are just for me and mine, or even Iris's... but when I bring up working together on your shit, you change the topic. John is progressing and I shouldn't have to tell you it's because all three of us are helping him. Ulla trusts you, and I know that if I go down, you'll look out for her. Jacobi knows you know what you're doing. That I trust you.
Meanwhile, you're not well, you're uninformed, and you are leaning into managing me instead of working. with me. So either tell me what I did. to be held at arm's length like this. Disrespected like this. Not even invited to see you in person.
Or come talk to me when you've figured out which way to pull your head out of wherever it's stuck.
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Nor do I think babysitting Trevor and taking his toys away is the problem here. I was an inmate too, one with an interest in helping out. One who did help out, several times, during situations on board. If the will is there, he'll find a way.
What I want to know is... why your inmate thought I didn't know what the hell I was doing. Because I will not deny the presence of any number of numbskulls on board. But the fact that one of your own decided I was one of them speaks to the fact that you either didn't tell him I wasn't. Or you did, and he didn't care. And I would have liked to be appraised as such.
I want to know why pack and pack dynamics are just for me and mine, or even Iris's... but when I bring up working together on your shit, you change the topic. John is progressing and I shouldn't have to tell you it's because all three of us are helping him. Ulla trusts you, and I know that if I go down, you'll look out for her. Jacobi knows you know what you're doing. That I trust you.
Meanwhile, you're not well, you're uninformed, and you are leaning into managing me instead of working. with me. So either tell me what I did. to be held at arm's length like this. Disrespected like this. Not even invited to see you in person.
Or come talk to me when you've figured out which way to pull your head out of wherever it's stuck.