"If I'd run." There are so many forks in the road that lead to here, where everything Alec had been intended to be should have taken him one direction, and everything he is took him the other.

"If I'd killed that X6 instead of trying to save him. Hell, if I'd killed Max to save myself. If I'd stayed in Seattle. If I'd chosen a different strategy on the Barge. If I hadn't taken that security shift. If I hadn't brought you that frisbee, or said yes."