I haven't intentionally kept you at a distance, Trevor. You, more than anyone, deserves some transparency from me. I didn't realize I was doing it, it's- a very old habit.

You've had my back whenever I've needed it. I've noticed. I appreciate it, and I hate that apparently I haven't done enough to reciprocate.

The problem is that I agree so strongly with your motives, and your methods are so wolf-like I have trouble disagreeing with those, too. I know now there are better ways. That's why I stopped killing anyone who just got in my way. This place might be fucked up. It is fucked up. But it stopped me from being just another monster, just another killer.